Saturday, February 19, 2005
somehow i sometimes think the girl by the window is actually me..
haha.. if u get it..
to frank and enoch.. we will be plugging in soon..
just have to find time to go down and settle the stuff..
well.. first 2 months were so good..
i really wish things won't change..
maybe the first 3 months were too good..
and it might not be that way if i stay..
as in it might not be that good..
sometimes when u dig into ppl..
things really get ugly.. and like..
does love really make you blind..
or do people know how to love over everything..
or maybe they cant even see..
i dont know..
but like to what i hear..
i think people really arent ready for the new school life..
and like.. i dont know.. everything is so fast..
i dont know if they even think well enough of what they are doing..
or maybe they dont care..
i'm starting to get jealous too u know..
not of anyone..
but the things in school are reminding me too much of what i lost..
sometimes i feel like im breaking..
but at the same time..
life now is better.. so much better than before..
but still.. its gone..
yeah and i know i'm missing out on something that im not aware of..
oh well..
i can't stop falling in love with you..
i'll never stop falling in love with you..
God bless you all..
-to enoch and frank-
soon we'll be up and rocking again for Jesus..
together.. haha..
-nigel-
prayer sent at
11:03 PM