Sunday, July 03, 2005
sadly i've become part of a statistic..
but do i care? i dont know..
i see lots of things.. dont really like much of what i see..
maybe some people just do not know how much more there is..
sometimes she gets angry..
but do i need to care..
there must be reasons why things are not always the way you want them to..
maybe its you..
does everything that you hold on to really matter..
what do you even know about the things you dont need..
you talk like you can read people very well..
but you cant see much.. if you did.. you'd be sad..
cos you are just like them..
but nobody will see that..
funny how you get angry sometimes.. over things that dont matter..
because you need the things that dont matter..
and i wish you could see that..
always so proud that you are not like everyone else..
but in the way you take so much pains to be different..
well dont you realise that you are one of them too..
do you really think the world lives in your fantasy..
you talk but can you learn?
you realise lots of things.. but realising things doesn set you apart..
does that mean you are better than anybody..
and that another cannot be better than you..
she says that something is gone..
well i know that too.. but you just let everything swallow you up..
its not an excuse you know.. there is hope in everything..
but you really cant see the things that are missing..
and i cant tell you.. cos you wont listen..
and you wont believe it..
from the way you talk.. seems like you stopped believing..
maybe this is the reason why..
and the people who loved you..
well you thought everybody put up a face..
cos you do that too.. and you get scared..
now i guess you are somewhere.. not alone..
but who is going to be there for you when you are on your own..
and left with no choice..
will you be able to stand up.. do you even remember..
i am not like you.. i dont want to be..
because you do not see..
and you do not look up..
and you believe in yourself..
things are getting hard..
soon i will say what i mean..
oh well..
-nigel-
prayer sent at
7:12 PM