Friday, October 14, 2005
no thanks for the post at all ann chong. i am so bloody fuming looking at it right now.
the world has come to a standstill. its as if the sun has completely stopped rising, and the moon hangs in the nightsky casting the only glow amongst the eternal darkness. my world has been held in this state for a period of time now.the coldness fills my body and the howling winds tear through my bones. the chilling sensation is rather tormenting.... yet soothing at the same time.
then, the radiant glow of something far away alerts me and the few others around me to its presence. as i inch cautiously towards the glowing subjkect of interest, i can feel its warmth radiating towards me. as suddenly as it appeared, it vanished into thin air, leaving me in total darkness and exposed to the killer chilling winds that once again began pounding on this fragile body of mine.
soon, i felt my energy dissipating from me. i stumbled and lay on the ground, unable to control my breathing as it became erratic. the discomfort has spread to my limbs, where they began trembling without control. frightened, i turned opened my eyes and took one final look towards the sky. all there was in the dark night sky, was the glow of the moon. the glow of death...
i cried out to the Lord... and my time was up.
well, i actualli took the effort to write that... no idea what it was for. perhaps an abstract version of the life im facing now? i don't even know myself. this tot just came out of my mind looking for a place to pen it down. so here it is.
if onli it was reality.
if onli it were the life i was leading. or the death i was facing.
if onli.....
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prayer sent
at 9:33 PM