T4:3 ... hanging around ...

aye.. wad happened hea?

2005-12-06T16:30:00.000+08:00

*YAAAAWWWNNN*
..stretch...stretch.... crack crack..

(testing every muscle in my body...)

biceps test.. PASSED
triceps test... PASSED
abs test... PASSED
neck test... PASSED
qudriceps test... PASSED
calf test... PASSED
brain test... make sure your hardware is connected and try again

(aiight oke lets move on to cracking every joins hea n there)

cracking thumb ... DONE
cracking index finger ... DONE
cracking middle finger ... DONE
cracking ring finger ... DONE
cracking little finger ... DONE

cracking 1st joint at vertebra ... DONE
cracking 2nd joint at vertebra ... DONE
cracking 3nd joint at vertebra ... (okeoke, i better stop)

aww, its gud to be back from my reeeaaaallyy long hybernation
yeayea i know the last time i was here was lyk...

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FORGOT ALR SIA!!

anw in case u're wonderin why the long break,
i have come up with the top 10 excuses people give aft they 'disappear' from the cyber

10) lets start off the classic... "dog ate my com"

9) "HEY, pls dun disturb kae, i'm tryin to level up my maplestory char"

8) "my computer got tangled in the inter-net"

7) "voldermort petrified my com"

6) "tsk, those cheekorpehs keep oogling at my hot mother-board!!"

5) "hiya, i went vietnam to look for new com... local ones too high-maintenance lah!"

4) "well y'noe i was playin jumanji wif my bro... but there's this monkey..
it came n stole the board and wanted a mastercard in exchange!!"

3) "alamuaakk, bruddeeerr... i was at katong the other day.. so suay 'noe! my
computer caught me playin wif this REAL HOT 2-bucks-an-hour computer n
wanted to breakk up sia!"

2) "WHAT? U'VE BEEN USING YOUR COM?? aren't u aware tt the H5N1 virus has mutated??"

1) JC life n everything that comes wif it!!!!

haha kae gotta go for hockey training aiight
i'll try to post more often.. if not jus gimme a knock k

sum chow
ENOCH

2005-11-13T11:37:00.000+08:00

Some say you're trouble, boy
Just because you like to destroy
All the things that bring the idiots joy
Well, what's wrong with a little destruction?

And the Kunst won't talk to you
Because you kissed St Rollox Adieu
Because you robbed a supermarket or two
Well, who gives a damn about the prophets of Tesco?

Did I see you in a limousine
Flinging out the fish and the unleavened
Turn the rich into wine
Walk on the mean
For the fallen walk among us
Walk among us
Never judge us
Yeah we're all...

2005-11-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

sweet!

finally PW over la. im like how slack now man.... haha and so is everyone.

anw. crap very easy get sick nowadays. didnt even go training yesterday. which means i missed out on 3 water sessions alr. sucks.

oh anw today was damn fun and happy day.
went out with =)
she was super sweet... how come she said i put up with her nonsense la. hahahaha

haiya i wanna eat some famous amos now. realli getting high.

whooooooo! retard on the loose!

2005-11-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

do i finally regret some things i did?

or

do i finally regret there were some things i never did?

2005-11-06T11:38:00.000+08:00

beh. such a sad day la. its a sunday and im supp to be happy.

sneezing like crazy still and i dont think its gona stop until prob late afternoon.

got pw op to do also.

training tmr.

brooding over what went on yesterday night while chatting
sighhhhhhh

how come its like exams over yet theres still so much things to do. darn.

duno la. i think i'll hog the com for the whole day again. unless i get some inspiration and motivation to do somthing crazy.

i want to get all high and nuts again and get scolded and get grounded.

as if grounding me will help.

i need to get hyped. i sense something will happen today. something ?good?

wish me luck

2005-11-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

crap i lost my specs today.

darn thing fell into the water. tried to dive forr it but cant find.

oh well.

anw, nothing much happenin now. just that im sick n tired of OP. and treated ann chong to lunch. tt bugger. and i haf no money nor time to play games any more. im actualli looking forward to the time when i'll have a pri sch and sec sch get together time. nxt tues supp to haf bbq with all the old fellas from zhangde.

miss those guys so much...

and i think im jealous.

oh well...

useless and hopeless i guess. haha

but u know dear that u'll always be the one im lookin for.

argh this is killin me. better shoo off

shoo!

2005-10-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

no thanks for the post at all ann chong. i am so bloody fuming looking at it right now.

the world has come to a standstill. its as if the sun has completely stopped rising, and the moon hangs in the nightsky casting the only glow amongst the eternal darkness. my world has been held in this state for a period of time now.the coldness fills my body and the howling winds tear through my bones. the chilling sensation is rather tormenting.... yet soothing at the same time.

then, the radiant glow of something far away alerts me and the few others around me to its presence. as i inch cautiously towards the glowing subjkect of interest, i can feel its warmth radiating towards me. as suddenly as it appeared, it vanished into thin air, leaving me in total darkness and exposed to the killer chilling winds that once again began pounding on this fragile body of mine.

soon, i felt my energy dissipating from me. i stumbled and lay on the ground, unable to control my breathing as it became erratic. the discomfort has spread to my limbs, where they began trembling without control. frightened, i turned opened my eyes and took one final look towards the sky. all there was in the dark night sky, was the glow of the moon. the glow of death...

i cried out to the Lord... and my time was up.

well, i actualli took the effort to write that... no idea what it was for. perhaps an abstract version of the life im facing now? i don't even know myself. this tot just came out of my mind looking for a place to pen it down. so here it is.

if onli it was reality.

if onli it were the life i was leading. or the death i was facing.

if onli.....

<>

2005-10-14T08:46:00.000+08:00

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2005-08-19T16:11:00.000+08:00

frank is a monkey who's too lazy to update!!!!!!
thus out of the kindness of my heart i'm helping him!!
haha how nice of me right?
aiya nth to say anyway.
frank is my toilet buddy!! yay we always go toilet together.
damn fun! hahaha. he always has problem deciding which toilet to go into.. haha
cheekyyyyyy monkey. ok byebye. i'm bored!

2005-07-19T19:56:00.000+08:00

National Canoeing Championships 2005

Starting tmr.

20th - 22nd May

Macritchie reservoir.

event 10. 10.30. k1 1000m. lane 1.

prays hard......

.:Frankie:.

2005-07-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

YAY got this new background and stuff...

HELLO AGAIN!

if u haven noticed t4:3 is now HEAVEN BOUND.... sorta means we're bound to heaven. to God. bound to him by love, bound to him by faith...

yeaps anw im trying to get this site into working again and stuff. so there might be some minor adjustments here and there that i might get down too.

oh yes and theres the happy bithday background song. my favourite. HEHHEH *smiles to enoch and nigel*

the lyrics are down at the previous entry if anyone wants to take a look (not that i understand tho. it was all in korean originally)

ok... actualli i'll be missing 3 days of proper school and 2 tests next week. Nationals are around the corner. just about 4 days away. im quite afraid of it. but there's always the team there for me. i trust these guys with my life... they're like the best teammates one can every have. showing support all the way... not to mention jacking one another with all the unusual scandals we all have. haha

i cant help but worry about my event. but i'll try my best. objective for me would rather be completing the race without any directional and minimal balance problems. or so i hope. im still quite hard pressed by the fact that i had so little time to train in bluetop. its just so hard to get adapted to in just a few weeks....
but, ive tried my best, and ive learnt as fast as i can. no regrets then. =)

hmm besides the upcoming races life shud be pretty smoothflowing i guess.
random tots pop up in my head sometimes. haha
hmm and theres this one other thing im jus quite concerned about. but we'll leave that for another day.
oh, and lets just forget about the term exams shall we?
=P

haven heard from the other 2 guys in awhile. the last time was my sis's birthday. hahaha quite a havoc party with all her friends just screaming and running about. it was quite a crazy scene.
nigel kinda serenaded my entire extended family anw... something interesting u gotta ask him about it. hahaha
hm wonder how both of them are. eh guys, gimme a call or smt when we gona go camp at the house again ok. im dying.
and enoch
pls take care of my bass.
hehheh. i'll get u for that.

okok its getting late i beter go slp. nitez everyone.

~when the lights are out, will i still be able to see ur shadow?~
.:Frankie:.

2005-07-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

Bulldog Mansion

Happy Birthday To Me
by Funk

A-jik nu-wo-it-neun monday
Geu-reo-ge ma-ri-ya tuesday

Cha-ga-un geu-nyeo-bo-da cha-gap-ge
Jam-deun nae-mameul kkam-jjak nola-ge hae-jwo-yo
A-jik eoreol-han geol

Hakkyo-gagi si-reun wednesday
Geuredo ga-yaji thursday

Meong-cheong-hi ha-rul sal-sun eob-jana
Mwon-jin mol-ra-do il-dan ttwi-eo-bwa

It's my birthday
Honja-man-ui firstday
Du-geun-dae-neun nan hwak dalla-jil geo-ya
Neon moreu-gejji-man na dasi tae-eo-na
Neo-e-ge-ro gal geo-ya

Eo-jjeon-ji ga-bbun-han friday
Dat-sae-na gi-da-ryeo saturday
Saturday night fever ra-ji-man
Ma-ttang-ha-ge gal-got-do eob-neun nan

It's my birthday
Honja-man-ui firstday
Du-geun-dae-neun nan hwak dalla-jil geo-ya
Neon moreu-gejji-man na dasi tae-eo-na
Neo-e-ge-ro gal geo-ya

O-neureun neo-wa-wi sweet day baram machi-jin mara-jwo

It's my birthday neo-wa ham-kke
Sweet day uri-deul-wi first day
Ni gyeotte it-neun nae son-eul not-chi-ma
Neol sa-rang-hae birthday
Cheo-eum-i-ya firstday
Du-geun-dae-neun nan hwak dalla-jil geo-ya

Neon moreunda hae-do na o-neul-man-keum-eun
Neo-wa ham-kke hal geo-ya

2005-07-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

sadly i've become part of a statistic..
but do i care? i dont know..
i see lots of things.. dont really like much of what i see..
maybe some people just do not know how much more there is..

sometimes she gets angry..
but do i need to care..
there must be reasons why things are not always the way you want them to..
maybe its you..
does everything that you hold on to really matter..
what do you even know about the things you dont need..
you talk like you can read people very well..
but you cant see much.. if you did.. you'd be sad..
cos you are just like them..
but nobody will see that..
funny how you get angry sometimes.. over things that dont matter..
because you need the things that dont matter..
and i wish you could see that..
always so proud that you are not like everyone else..
but in the way you take so much pains to be different..
well dont you realise that you are one of them too..
do you really think the world lives in your fantasy..
you talk but can you learn?
you realise lots of things.. but realising things doesn set you apart..
does that mean you are better than anybody..
and that another cannot be better than you..

she says that something is gone..
well i know that too.. but you just let everything swallow you up..
its not an excuse you know.. there is hope in everything..
but you really cant see the things that are missing..
and i cant tell you.. cos you wont listen..
and you wont believe it..
from the way you talk.. seems like you stopped believing..
maybe this is the reason why..
and the people who loved you..
well you thought everybody put up a face..
cos you do that too.. and you get scared..
now i guess you are somewhere.. not alone..
but who is going to be there for you when you are on your own..
and left with no choice..
will you be able to stand up.. do you even remember..
i am not like you.. i dont want to be..
because you do not see..
and you do not look up..
and you believe in yourself..

things are getting hard..
soon i will say what i mean..
oh well..
-nigel-

monkey

2005-06-16T12:50:00.000+08:00

all dressed up no place to go
hey monkey, when you gonna show your face
around me
i know all the wrongs and rights
and i just want a little light to shine on me

hopefully we get into tapestry..
praying hard..
studying hard too..
haha..
God bless..
-nigel-

yay. wad a wonderful day.

2005-03-23T23:54:00.000+08:00

heya guys. sorry for the late entry yea. but as u guys may know nigel's com is down and enoch is nowhere to be found. and my sis here is begging me to do something to the blog. yea so here it is. haha =P

oh anyway, the JAE postings r out alr la. and well, im still here in AC. YAY thats good. noch n beng have both moved on to VJ. hope that u guys r enjoyin it there yea? must be fun la..... orientation right? haha AC still having normal lessons here now. life is getting sorta monotonous by the day. and well, i can say that i have no life. (or what little of it there is left) hahaha okok maybe i shant make it sound so dramatic after all. oooo yea its almost midnight here. juswanna wish

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENOCH!!!!

oh great big bro here is one year older now. yet still as blur as eva eh enoch? hahaha jus kidding. i shudnt say bad things on ur bdae yea? anyways, enjoy urself, and may the year onli bring u good things, and may all ur wishes and dreams come true yea? Good luck in all ur endeavours man........ once again happy birthday and may God bless u..... luv and peace man. luv n peace.

oh anyways. altho life is getting monotonous, there is still some life left in this little life i lead. canoeing realli rocks. yea it does..... and things seems to be going well in the team. altho people r leaving for other schools n such. kitkat, tom, lionel, hengyi, ben, sean.... (hmm did i get everyone right?) anyway, will miss u guys. unless of coz u guys suddenly decide to come back to ac, we'll more than welcome u yea! hahaha

oh and another thing. i guess t43 is up and working again. yea and everything is fine. hopefully we get to play more songs soon. and yea planetshakers rocks. the synergiz this year was great. or at least the concert at night. tho i onli went for the first one. hahaha *OPEN UP THE GATES AND LET THE KING OF GLORY IN*

well, jus finished chattin with some peeps online. and before that was KOTOR. and even before that was dinner. And even before dinner i was at dragonboating. cool. we've got a competition coming up this sunday. hopefully all the guys get psyched up enuf and jus go mad and row like we've nv rowed b4 in our lives and well, mainly jus get the experience and all.... and like what coach says.... have F-U-N!

heard from some people that sista gang is changing combi. awwwwww.........

the spirit of 1SB5 shall nv die!!! muahahhaaha

and im taking back the same combi i took. well at least i dun have to go for crash lectures to relearn some stuff.

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*its not easy to be me*

*You have turned my life around, made me something new, turned me upside down*

.:Frankie:.

reborn

2005-03-02T10:33:00.000+08:00

the 2004 o level results were released on mondae.....t4:3 is proud to announce that NIGEL GOH has scored the best amongst the 3 of us.....

hahaha
wad a formal announcement =P

anyway, its good to be back here blogging about stuff again. its a wednesday, and well, acjc has let the J1s off today.... well to some that may be a nice time to rest in the middle of the week, and to others, the time to sign up for the JAE. its quite stupid that JAE now exists in cyberspace. got to get the internet working for everyone and all. sometimes i dunno wad the govt is trying to do. but oh well.

anyway, here r the results
Nigel: 6points (bugger can go anywhere from now on)
Enoch: 8points (hoping to transfer out of ac to another school)
Frank: 9points (definately staying in acjc)

yeap. i wanna stay in ac. y? coz it realli is good here. many friends, great class and outstanding teachers (GO CHEELEE!!)
but then again, the class is gonna split i think. thats damn sad lar. esp since we got a nice foundation of friends and not to mention the sista gang and lesbian cliques....... and of coz, the ultimate gang, the GUY PARTY. (or gay party, or girl power, wadever)

i realli hope we can stay as a class. im so gonna miss u guys sooooo much. *sobsobsob*

okok enuf drama i guess, time to get back to business

well nigel's house has power again (YESSSSS) and thus we r so gonna jam everytime we can make time for it. everything rocked on sundae altho i realli forgot majority of the bass lines and stuff (hehheh sorry guys)....... we'll jus have to practice more and stuff. dunno when we r gonna perform next. (maybe not anytime soon) but haha jus come check us out yea? =)

oh and er dear suwan, dun get too stressed up okie? i guess we'll all meet up again sometime soon. until then, jus chill and relax, and pray to God. =)

im so gonna be in the same class as some people. especially ann i think. hahahaha u go girl!

anyway had a real fun time yesterdae.... after the founders dae at the indoorstadium the sistagane, me, elgin, sebbie and asri went over to suntec to have dinenr at marche and then had icecream at swensen. u guys shud have checked out all the "bimbo" things i kinda did. oh man. now i feel kinda grossed out too. hahahahaha =P

and to everyone out there who got ur Os results alr, CONGRATS and hopefully may u guys go on and make the right choices in life.

its a damn holidae n i got training later. wad a life. guess i'll try to enjoy it as much as i can. hahaha =P

God bless all of u.
take care
-if u're lonely, don't be, for i will be dreaming of you, everydae till forever...-
.:Frankie:.

everybody's tired of something..

2005-02-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

somehow i sometimes think the girl by the window is actually me..
haha.. if u get it..
to frank and enoch.. we will be plugging in soon..
just have to find time to go down and settle the stuff..

well.. first 2 months were so good..
i really wish things won't change..
maybe the first 3 months were too good..
and it might not be that way if i stay..
as in it might not be that good..

sometimes when u dig into ppl..
things really get ugly.. and like..
does love really make you blind..
or do people know how to love over everything..
or maybe they cant even see..
i dont know..
but like to what i hear..
i think people really arent ready for the new school life..
and like.. i dont know.. everything is so fast..
i dont know if they even think well enough of what they are doing..
or maybe they dont care..

i'm starting to get jealous too u know..
not of anyone..
but the things in school are reminding me too much of what i lost..
sometimes i feel like im breaking..
but at the same time..
life now is better.. so much better than before..
but still.. its gone..
yeah and i know i'm missing out on something that im not aware of..
oh well..

i can't stop falling in love with you..
i'll never stop falling in love with you..
God bless you all..
-to enoch and frank-
soon we'll be up and rocking again for Jesus..
together.. haha..
-nigel-

she's fading goodbye

2005-02-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

She walks across her shadow to the door
and makes a circle,
from the moon she looks just like an angel
There's a girl holding herself to the light
she's coming out of the hole in the ground
that she made when she fell..

She says i'm nothing,
if i need wings to feel high
But i don't wanna come down..

She's sitting by the window
hiding thoughts in the sky
Her eyes are catching the tails
of comets passing by, But i don't know why
she doesn't see the bottles of shooting stars i open
for her everytime she cries..

She says i'm gonna start falling
and its just a matter of time
So i might as well come down..

'can you hear that sound'
'shh..' she says, 'heaven is fading without a sound'
if only i could climb back down
because its starting to rain
and she's sinking with no one around..

here's what i wrote..
was thinking about shooting stars and angel's wings..
don't ask me why..
haha..
nigel loves Jesus..

ssup peeps...!

2005-02-12T17:49:00.000+08:00

hey 'vry1.. sup..
gon xi fa cai, pple!
btw i've been bz these days la..
din rili haf time to blog n frenster n all..
biang eh, jc life's kinda tiring man,
n boring at times..
tt explains y i'm drowsy at times..
OH ya, valentine's arnd the corner...!!
whee!! so any plans peeps??
haha, k dunid tell me.. dun wana be 3rd wheel.

sheesh, wish wkends can last forever la... dun wana go back to sch..
dowannn......

e/\/ocH

==================================================
planet shakers - everything's changed

You ask me why
Why I’m so different
Why I’m not the same as everybody else
Well something changed
It just happened
When I opened up my heart and let Him in
Jesus came in he came into my life
And i know i never felt so good.

Cause Everything’s changed Everything is different
Everything’s changed Everything is different
Everything’s changed Everything is different
Everything’s changed Everything is different Now

You ask me how
How I can be sure
How I know it’s not just something else for fun
Cause He’s so real
So real in my life
He picked me up and turned my universe around

===================================================

this one owed

2005-01-30T21:04:00.000+08:00

heya everyone out there

haha yea its me again. nigel and enoch definately hadn't blogged (even when they promised u guys out there they would)and so to keep up withis this promise, here i am, all laid back in my chair, struggling to do the tutorials to satisfy the teacher's insatiable appetite for more and more work to be produced. hah.

i bet some of u out there have heard about my stupid arms. yes yes they're inflamed. and i cant do nuts about them. can barely do a pushup.... man im so gonna die when i go back to training la.... buai tahan..... how i wish my arms were ok...i wanna go back n canoe. damn. im missing out on all the fun. and all the brutal insane shits too. heh heh.

anyway, there's this national arts council thingy coming up at tbp, something that we can go n perform in. i just asked dear suwan to dl the app form for us. checked it out and jus hung up on the phone after a convo with nigel. yea yea, i suppose we're on. just have to go and sign up, and hope n pray that they'll call us up and ask us to do an audition or something. we'll be ready. =) until then, support us, and if we get thru, we'll tell u guys, and then u can come and support us there and hen yea? haha

the first few weeks of school have passed by quite fast la, and im happy to say that 1sb5 has been thru quite alot together. u guys r the best man. hahaha.... cant wait to get back to school tmr and all. and meet you people. and start bullcrapping all over again. YEAH. hahahaa lets have another outing and stuff (oh and sorry guys i didnt go for the 2nd sji and all, haha u noe my arms la, cant do nuts =P)

oh and speaking of which, just went back on friday to sji. was cool everyone was like whoa.... sec 1 campfire la.... we showed them hu's boss....

haha and i cant forget this lame joke made by the psls:

psl1: eh, u noe y someguy got lost and couldnt get from toa payoh park to bishan park?

psl2: eh i dunno man, y?

psl1: becoz there's no linkin park la......

whoa lau eh i almost died at that one....
and here's another one.....

psl1: wad do u call a gingerbreadman with one leg missing?

psl2: i know! limp bizkit!

holi shits.....

hahaha
anyway
gotta chiong the tutorials now. im kinda screwed.

ciao!
.:Frankie:.

New template

2005-01-12T19:44:00.000+08:00

hey guys.
New template.
Tested this for 2 days and finally worked.
yay.

whoa my class rocks.
just that need to know more people in time to come.
heh heh.

Cheers
.:Frankie:.

im bored

2005-01-10T19:43:00.000+08:00

im bored
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wad the hell am i doing?
maybe i'll just go play with me millenium falcon.
hur hur. lego rocks my world.

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first day of proper school.
everything seems right.
feeling of settling down just seems... strange.
its as if right now
everything is falling in place
slowly
slowly
im not realising the changes.
no... not yet.

but it'll come.
sometime soon
and everyone's waiting.
waiting.
spending the next 3 months in a state of subconciousness
and the rate at which time seems to pass
is endless
just counting the days
and minutes
to the time when everything is clear
and everything that is past will be forgotten.

no.
not like that.
forgetting the past... the past just seems too precious
the times spent.
the warmth we used to embrace
it's all just too precious.

i wonder.
i wonder how it is that sometimes,
we can all just
sit back
and not give any thought about the world
or about anything
or anyone
and everything just happens
it all happens so quickly
that we find ourselves in a completely different world
when we get up.

the reality
that exists among us
and the world
we seem to be in
are both
tightly knitted together.

its real strange
how precious
certain times in our lives can be
for us

and these times
often pass
even without us knowing it.

================================

lego. play on.
*lalalalalalalalalalala*

.:Frankie:.

1st week of jc...has ended!!!

2005-01-08T10:59:00.000+08:00

heya guys. wow first week of jc finally came to an end...
was realli a fun week while it lasted. all the games and all the times we did stupid things in our OGs and everything that was lame n corny and all the times we got WET WET WET........
i sure miss those times.....

oh yea btw.....its ACJC!! damnn fun damnn nice place to be in... enoch's there too....and plenty of SJI peeps. so i guess it'll be realli a great life there. no worries and all.

its real hard to type all the stuff we did during the past 5 days...so i'll just put that aside okie? (sorry la lazy =P)

anyway, its been a real great week and i especially wanna say that RENEL of CALSHIA ROCKS! u guys r the meanest, funniest, lamest, crappiest bunch of people there! WHOOOO!!! remember we will always be champions!!
Pamela, Lionel, Gaby, Gayby, Jev, Weejin, Boonheng, Jesse, Andrew, Jasmen, Nic, Zel, Melissa, Qinyi, Jasalin, Geraldine, Srujana, Melv, Sj......u guys realli made my day man....oh and not forgetting our drearest OGLs, Eugene, Bec, and Siran! my goodness u're the best peeps around. rawk on guys! *happy tree friends*

i'll realli miss u guys alot. after we split up into our classes, maybe we'll see each other around in school sometimes and be sure to say hi okie? keep in touch too k?

ok gtg now. ciao!

*and we always say,
it would be good to go away,
someday,
but if there's nothing there to make things change,
if its the same for u
i'll just hang....*

.:Frankie:.

somebody told me..

2004-12-29T01:47:00.000+08:00

that everything was going to be easy..
but nobody told me how lost i was going to feel..
i dont know what is normal..
my life.. is some life you dont see everyday..
and those people whom i watch..
well i have so many words i wish to say to them..
because its sad to see them this way..

nothing seems to be simple anymore..
a hundred things go through my head..
for every one thought i need to put me to bed..
might sound scary..
it sure is.. like a room.. full of people..
and i dont know them..
but somehow the truth is..
they know more of me than i wish to know..
one by one i start to read them..
and what they say really hurts.. because it is true..
and there is nothing i can do about myself..
scars dont go away.. people dont change..
i wish i could.. you would cry if you knew..
i have been lower than anyone of you would..
and i am ashamed..

in a way.. i wish i understood what was normal..
or maybe its just me..
and i get lost.. because nobody tells me..
i have seen more than the share of the world i live in..
and it doesn make sense..
it doesn have to.. i dont care whether it does..
seems nicer that way..
but then i'm cut off.. from everybody..
i do not see things like you do..
i do not feel like any of you do either..
and if i cant see it in myself.. who tells me..
things are really different for me..
but somehow i feels easier if i was somebody else than me..

im not like everybody.. but neither is everybody else..
i don't know so many things..
its really a bad feeling espesially when i know it..
(when i know that i dont know)
because then i dont know how far away i am from normal..
guess nobody worries about these kinda stuff..
but there's always people in the world like me..
who just have to come along and need a little more than the others..
its not easy..
people dont know.. they say words..
that make it seem as if it was all for the best..
that it all worked out for you..
sometimes things turn out so ironically..
if you thought i would fit great into your shoes..
well you then dont know the half of me that ran away..

someday i would just wanna be normal..
if someone could tell me how..
i want to know what i have missed..
because if i dont..
somebody would miss it too because i didn't know..
what i give will always be everything out of me..
but it can never be complete..
because i have never seen it complete before..
i dont even know what complete means..

well i thought it was that easy..
to break off in hopes of falling apart and starting over..
but its not.. sadly.. but maybe..
just maybe someday after watching for a long while..
and waiting to be found..
i would get to see what complete is..
in my pieces i will roll over..
and see it in me..

and i will praise you..
long after the rivers all run dry..
and i will love you..
forever..

-nigel-

Merry Christmas everyone!

2004-12-25T11:33:00.000+08:00

Boy oh boy
its christmas.
the flow of presents
the times of joy
filled with laughter
and loads more

a time of peace
a time of friendship
a time of love
a time of giving and recieving

but what is the meaning of christmas?
izzit the presents?
izzit the gathering?
izzit the snow?
izzit becoz of Jesus?

which is ur reason?

Merry Christmas everyone

T4:3

just..

2004-12-17T02:34:00.000+08:00

i wonder we dont have dreams in black and white..
but we get it in pieces.. always enough pieces..
to get us wanting to remember more than we did..
and when u get enough.. it that good?
haha.. enoch know right? yes you do..
1 dream.. 1 event.. next dream.. predicted event..
bingo.. i got it right.. only enoch knows..

great banjo.. cost a bomb..
new pedal.. haha.. i'm waiting.. so now i have 3..
yahoo!! but i better train hard..
i think frank is gonna want to strangle me.. haha..

i passed by someone just before i left..
its funny how i should remember someone i almost dont know..
yet we remembered each other..
i obviously took a little longer..
she smiled.. when i think of it now.. kinda haunting..
not the smile.. hers is sweet.. but that i just smiled back..
u know when was the last time i saw her?
4 years ago.. haha.. when am i gonna see her again?
no idea man.. no idea..

yet again i hope i will..
because i do not wish to forget some people..
or worse.. remember someone which u have no way of seeing..
somehow everybody waited for this holiday..
with no cca's and school work.. but now..
realise that its also means that more than half of us..
are not ever gonna see each other again..
think about it..
how many people will u really know for 30 years..
as in like really know them from now till ur old..
i've counted.. there are only 3..
funny huh.. 3 people i really know.. from school that is..
and only 3 who i think i will remember the most from now..
its not that i will remember 3 people only..
just that only 3 seem close enough to be with me that long..
everybody else seems to be going.. away..
or we just stop talking.. and it ends..
the way i hope it will not end for many of us..
to the batch of 2004 sji.. i really hope we will not walk past each other..
and just smile and lose another part of you..

yet again.. maybe it is just me.. haha.. well..
grown ups dont seem to have lots of friends.. or ele..
they dont have time for any..
i hope it does no end up like that for me.. or you..
i mean.. sure we've got stories.. or friends.. and memories..
we play them out like movies to each other..
and we remember with each newer story..
the older film gets more blur.. i hope though..
that many of my friends dont end up as stories to me..
because then u know.. its over.. but though..
i would like to see my friends.. and not need no remember them..
because they are so much a part of your life..
that they are always there..

oh shit i have said a lot.. haha..
its 3am and i must be lonely.. ah well..
maybe another time i type somemore? haha..

and i'l never know how much it cost
to see my sins upon that cross..
hmm.. i really can never know..

God loves us all..
-nigel-

jus another update

2004-12-10T14:18:00.000+08:00

hey peeps..! how u doin?

well guess wad.. frank's just left yest!!
and nigel's not back yet!!
well so tt means it's rotting time for me...
oh no!!! how? hOW? HOOOOOW???

hmm.. well it seems pretty fast to me tt x-mas is jus 2 wks away..
dang, n i haven saved up enuf for the pressies.. haha!
and oya! posting is nx wk!! jus 7 days away!
wHAaaaAAA i cant wait for tt... erm, both posting and x-mas.

happy hols,
e/\/ocH

The next coming.....

2004-12-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

yozie everyone. hows life out there?

finally. Os r over. But guess wad? Before the Os, i was wishing for it to end soon.... but after it, the boredom can kill. seriously. KILLER BOREDOM.

especially since that nigel got away with a holiday. haiyo. i think enoch kinda shares my pain. hmm hmm. Anyway, it IS boring, and even going out doesnt help much. Theres something strange tho. i think im suffering post exam probs. like i keep thinking that theres more work to be done, like wanting to read my notes again. Hah. i guess i am going nuts (wait. i am nuts.)

MAN.

Tho its boring season, theres some things to look forward to. like CHRISTMAS. yea. Enoch's planning the faith methodist christmas thingy. tho im still not sure wad the hell is going on. eh enoch, better be something good.....

going away to new zealand on wednesdae night next week. Hopefully it would free me from jus stoning on a chair everyday. hope it is enjoyable. tho its gonna be cold. (hell its summer over there yet its cold).

Enoch, jus try not to rot away while me n nigel r overseas yea?

and oh yea, as enoch said, WE helped him pay for the drums. guess he should scrub the dishes for us. hahahahaha jk. take ur time la bro, as long as u dun try to run away and fly off to another 3rd world country and get married and settle down, u'll have plenty of time to fix ur "payment".

Anyone wants enoch to tuition him/her? he's good in maths, malay, science... and other things......

oh yea, the fender bass sure sounds damn solid. way way more solid than the yamaha. i guess it was worth the months of saving and trying to shun away from expensive lunches after all....... i think breadtalk is nice for a cheap meal..... or maybe Q bread.......

okok guess i crapped too much. ciao guys take care.

*every move i make i make with u , u make me move Jesus*

.:Frankie:.

okayokay an update

2004-12-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.. been quite sum tinme since we wrote smth hea..
okok, wad happened was tt we had O's... waaa!!!
not only tt, it lasted 3 wks!! waaaa!!
and we survived all tt.. WHAAA!!!
but ynoe wad aft o's my brain juices are kinda used up,
or boredom jus retards me. so i had no inspirations for an entry.
well okok back to events afta o's
guess wad.. we straight away bought a drumset..
aye.. not exactly we... mainly nigel n frank.
n i hafta clean their dishes.. haha, j/k.
i gonna pay in instalments.
but nonetheless, it's a pretty nice drumset orite.
well we put it in nigel's old hse.. but guess wad, no electricity!!
okok, tt hse was vacant for a yr. so obviously supplied cut off wad.
so cant jam as yet.

n laz wk nigel went to london. gonna be back nx nx wk,
while frank gonna leave for new zealand sumtime nx wk, m i rite?
haizz.. for me.. i'm alr a tourist hea wad..
so meanwhile i tink i'll jus play weiqi wif nigel's dad la.. if he haf the time

oya.. for those takin o's nx yr.. get the fx-911z calculator..
it rocks, big time! n any1 nids tuition can e-mail me la ha..
(i still nid to pay for the drumset) haha..

happy hols,
e/\/ocH

Os

2004-10-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

happy happy hibernating for about a week or so already.
got all these open houses and stuff.
oh yes, vj rulez.
guess we're all gonna make it there somehow or rather.
dont worry i think we've got it all figured out by now that Os is near and we'd better be studying our butts off.
havent been on this page for very long.
haha i tot green sucked so changed it to blue.
*blue fender!!!*
soon soon, oh yes soon we'll have drums, a new hideout, new location, new school, new uniform, new stuff to play, new adventures..... new members in the group??
haha oh well that we have to see la. maybe it'll all work out fine and well if it has to be, then t4:3 will be kinda "upgraded". eh guys, if we add members i guess we have to change name ya? hahahaha then it'd be our 3rd name.
hey to peeps out there, we're realli sorry that we didnt update for so long, sorry to keep u guys waiting. hahaha wad to do its kinda busy right now. tho i confess its been a week of sleep and staring into space for me.
oh and one more thing, all the best for Os to everyone out there taking it.

gtg ciao

*if i had wings i would fly
You're all that i need, You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
and You're all that i believe
You're the one who created me
and Jesus, because of You
I'm Free!*

.:Frankie:.

ooh we're in the middle of such excitement..

2004-09-11T13:30:00.000+08:00

haha..guess we have paper next week..wah but dont feel like..
i dont know..i do a lot..but still feel like im not doing much..
man the teachers day performance ah..haha..i cant believe it..
i not bothered about us lah..but the mic! haha..man it fell down..
and it drooped while i was singing..oh man..
but well nvm i guess..
i'v been having such a good hol.. dont even go out at all..
haha..feels like im in some foreign country all by myself..
and i just stay at home and do my work all day..
then again.. if i was in some other country..i think i'd be basking!
haha.. oh well..im itching to play..haha..
guess all of us are huh? take care..God bless in the prelims..
but sometimes i wonder..
my life change so much..everything changes even me..
and i wonder if i am happy with the way i am changing..
guess i really wont know huh..

search me through and through..
till my heart becomes a home for you..
and then i will know..
-nigel-

Ouch

2004-08-22T19:06:00.000+08:00

i stumbled and fell. it hurts so bad. :(

.:Frankie:.

time bomb ticking

2004-08-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

heyo guys. wassup with everyone?

yea prelims around the corner and i'm still not realli in the mood for anything to do with work. when i think of it i get headaches...

speaking of headaches, i think im gonna burst out with brain tumour or something *CHOI touchwood*..... newae, been getting realli bad headaches .... u noe, those when leave u limping out of bed with a groggy head and that you can't wait to get back into bed again? yea. those kind. horrible.

din go to sch on sat n todae coz of em headaches. sigh. wonder wad i missed out. gonna be real bad to be getting sick at this time. i'll be going to sch tmr tho. seen the doctor. i bet even he can't tell wad's wrong with me. hahahaha. told me to eat vitamin b complex. oh well.

its kinda late now. gotta get down to doing some work before i call it a day. see y'all tmr. nitez!

.:Frankie:.

2 words: FREAKING JAYAAA!

2004-08-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

sheesh... wad an irony..
fone got confiscated, by the school hu allow fone to be brought to sch..
bahh... not even by my teacher... not even on a school day..
not even during lesson.. (was in the classroom, tho..)

but seriously.. hu will confiscate a fone jus minutes
after the chairman distribute the fones...??

tink the reasoning part of her brain jus nv develop fully..

ok, more abt the fone..
6 days old.. the SIM, barely 2 wks old..
was a siemens m55.. outta my own pocket..
now with the form tutor if not HOL, not really sure hu..

haiz.. hope can get it back on mon...
if cant get it back means gotta wait till end of year..
so meanwhile u guys cant msg me..

so lk out for updates on mon..

yahoo!

2004-08-12T17:48:00.000+08:00

oh man.. guess wat.. haha.. i got a b4..
yeah.. good enough for me already..
so happy God bless me.. haha.. tts wat i asked for..
at first i was scared.. i wanted a b4..
mid yr got a D7.. so i thought..hopefully i'l get a C5..
or smth.. even thought i'd not even get a seven..
prayed like crazy.. for peace.. and a calm mind..
but my backside too itchy i guess.. and restless..
so i did 1 hours worth of work.. play guitar till my fingers sore..
i still wanted to play.. but it went to the point tt my fingers gonna cramp..
so really tiring pressing the frets.. haha..
den i went to slp.. at 930.. haha..
well guess the good news came.. all i said while we were waiting for our teachers..
was this.. Jesus is my savior.. and my salvation..
means a lot to me..
yeah He came through.. as always..

God bless u in ur oral today frankie..

God will make a way..
when there seems to be no way..
He works in ways we cannot see..
He will make a way for ME!
and you.. surely..
God bless everybody..

-nigel-

Boy oh boy

2004-08-11T18:38:00.000+08:00

oh man.... tmr release of chinese O level results.... damn scared man..... and nigel, i know u as equally kan cheong as me, right? man,... moment of truth tomorrow. hope it comes out good for everyone.... PASS PASS PASS!!!

and tomorrow got O levels english orals for me summore. enoch said it was ok. but some from his class say not ok. dunno la. shall go with a calm mind and take the thing tomorrow. i know God will be there with us. sure he will. no problem. oh and did i mention i'm the last to take oral tomorrow? *ARGH*

anyway, nigel say wanting to get permit for busking in orchard. of course, after Os. anyone interested to watch t4:3 then? hahaha

for now, mug mug mug.

ciao,
.:Frankie:.

SJI 152nd Annual Parade

2004-08-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

Wow. hard to believe 3 half years coming to a close. thanks to all NCOs who went through everything with me, and the part As for making the year an enjoyable experience for me. there's just a little more polishing up for u all, and im sure u will all will lead the unit to victory.

got a lil emotional yesterday, thinking that its all over, that the feeling of leaving hasnt sunk in totally yet. that im happy, and sad too.

handing over command, i have faith in the part Cs. lead the company soaring into even greater heights guys, i believe in you. we all do.

AP went well. very smoothly. i still remember my first AP as well as i remember yesterday's. its unbelievable. it was great. it was magic.

to the new ACSMs of the unit, Weijiang and Nathaniel, u guys better lead the company well, and show a good example to your juniors as well as ur own partmates. everyone, work hard. God bless.

thanks all who came and supported yesterday. it was great. appreciate it.

here are some pics...

passing out parade. me in centre with the other part Ds

me leading the GOH contingent in.

on parade. with darrenn in front.

after parade, with the guys and dad.

take care guys.

~she's always buzzing just like, neon, neon.....~
.:Frankie:.

if anyone cares to know..

2004-08-06T11:55:00.000+08:00

~love, i need love, You are love, I need You~
yeah i sure really do need you.. i wish i had a childhood..
really i do.. guess nobody knows wat its like to be me..
to really live a day like me..
does everybody really think life is going so well?
that i will not crack on the inside.. just cos i dont show it..

i have a gf.. i had one.. why?
cos im empty.. tts why.. i needed somebody..
just to fill up the spaces in my heart.. no one could..

my family? what happened to them.. seems more like a joke..
its been almost a year..
1 family.. 4 people.. 1 year.. 4 different houses..
one by one i ran away.. from one house to another..
must be so fun huh? keep packing up and go..

so maybe it must be looking good now that my grades are picking up..
im happy.. its really good.. but why the sudden drive..
why the change from the me of last year who flunked..
i want to go away.. as soon as i can.. from all this pain..
from my past.. i need to let it go..
it really hurts to know.. but its the truth of why i am working so hard..

wat is it like to feel that u dont belong to a family?
it is a restless feeling.. maybe thats why im so involved in church..
cos they are there for me.. right? but theyt are not enough..
so i got more than i asked.. she was all i wanted then..

but who takes time to understand me? who will listen..
everybody wants wat they want.. me? i gave up..
i have never gotten wat i want.. so i keep quiet.. who listens..
nobody takes the time.. so guess wat.. she walked over me..
but i will not say it out.. i have grown up to keep my feelings in this like bottle..
so that nobody will ever see if im sad.. why cry if nobody comes right..
its no use if i let my feelings out.. cos nobody comes..
just like everybody who say they love me.. she walked over me too..
guess i dont need that.. so now all my 'am's have become 'was's..

anybody knows wat it is like to lose?
how about losing like me.. the day before my phy paper..
my discman was taken away.. a gift from my dear late grandfather..
my cd.. given by my best friend..
my physics notes.. maths tb.. sure.. so great rite.. my bag was taken..
well my dad had some financial probs.. its all fine now..
but at that time he decided not to pay for e car..
so he knew they wld come and take it away soon.. well they did..
my stuff were inside.. and i remember he said..
'wow.. so this is it.. no more car.. such an interesting life..'
me? i just kept quiet.. it was better than trying to get comfort..

guess i really need God now..
i know He is here..
im sure He was always there for me at every point in life..
cos im still here with you guys right?
im still walking.. still smiling..
smiling has become such a gift now..
now that i have gone through so much..
but why me?
why do i have to be the one to go through so much as a child..

well better its me i guess..
rather than any close one i love..
spare them the scars..
and me the pain of watching life crush them..
guess we are all helpless..
tts why i ask God to help me smile everyday..
let His joy be my strength..

keep smiling everybody..
go light up the world..

-nigel-

Sighz

2004-08-01T13:36:00.000+08:00

seems that everyone's been on the not so great side of life for now...

well enoch, chill bro, dun get so stress ok? n well, im sorry again for today... din hear the phone ring man... n din set e alarm...
nigel, hope everything's fine for you bro, n may God bless you..

its august already. time to step down from CCA. there goes one entire year of fun that lasted in NCC. all the bullshit moments, all the laughter n enjoyments. all the time we spent trying to make the best out of u guys. thnx all cadets for making it an enjoyable experience for me. hope the sec 3s do a great job next year.

AP's this fri. anyone coming? pray that it doesn't rain...and everything will go smoothly...

went out with ol' friends yesterdae... well wad can i say... biggest crap in the world. haha. with all the bullshit that keeps us alive n awake thru yesterdae. tired.

no more bass amp, com screwed up (im using my dad's one now) and everything in life's a big mess. besides the occasional hustle n bustle of dealing with homework n exams and preparation for Os, life's pretty much screwed up n boring. wish there was more happy things in life. hahahaha.

well God bless everyone.

~love, i need love, You are love, I need You~
.:Frankie:.

ho hum..

2004-07-31T14:20:00.000+08:00

hey u two.. man i miss it sometimes..
im happy its over.. i really cldn take it..
if anyone asks if i had wanted a day more..
i wld have said no..
yeah.. but there was a reason i chose her..
and i was so sure when i did..
i didn know.. yeah.. too bad it turned out this way..
its as if we are better off as best friends..
everything was perfect.. just tt mbe we are not meant to live together..
sad right.. i am in almost every way like her..
got lots to talk about everytime i see her..
but now i cant.. at least not for a while..
cos she needs time.. to heal.. to get over.. to come back..
it hurts me.. more than anybody knows.. i wish i cld still see her..
just to talk.. to help her.. see her smile..
but i cant.. just so tt she can get over me.. and start to fly..
so i will help by staying away..
guess its nobody's fault.. we are made perfect in God's eyes..
she's gone.. i made tt choice when i said i wanted to go..
i made sure there wld be someone there to catch her when she breaks..
well i will always care too much..

anyway.. just not working out.. nothing to be sad..
just tt i lost someone dear to me..
not really lost..
just let her go..
cos i cant do it for her..
cant make her happy enough.. n cant bring our her full potential..
well.....

God will send another lovely one for me.. haha..
thank u Jesus in advance..

in the secret..
in the quiet hour i wait..
only for you..
cos i want to know u more..
more and more..
-nigel-

post-mortem

2004-07-29T18:35:00.000+08:00

ahh.. okok..
again sori to those hum i forced to read my complaints..
yar, erm.. that wasnt so much referrin to the leaders..
it was jus that our cheers not loud enuf.. which defeats the purpose of sacrificing so much time and energy..
and nobody's doin anythin abt tt..
and too shocked to see sec3s hu are prefects, psl, and lltc-trained..
which makes them havin the most of leadership exposure in sch,
but still fallin to peer pressure if not being the bad influence themselves..
haizz.. was rili rili disappointed. tt's y..

anw, nigel's rite.. they're still sec3.. still playful.. yar.. hope they'll change
owell, i'm all cool now. n i've to move on anw... ok.. sure thing i will....
man, cant wait for SPORTS FIESTA!!

e/\/ocH

track n fild finals

2004-07-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

erm, to start things on a good note..
thanks to God for the wonderful experience and the good health despite the downpour.. may you heal those who are down with illnesses.
thanks to the IJTP for cheerin for us,
thanks to HALF of the school for being really coorperative and enthu.. (the other half, WATCH OUT!!)
thanks to the leaders for their sacrifices
and for the trackers, u guys did great mann... coming in 2nd overall..
erm, and sori to everyone who visit our blog but end up reading my complaints and groans.. i dun really do that, but gotta let this off my chest..

owell, our sch sent sec2,3 and 4s to the nat stad this aftnoon to cheer for the trackers..
was pretty optimistic at the beginning.. but the rain spoilt it all..
rain started pouring.. and the grumbles, too..
to top it all, the students werent allowed to open their umbrellas..
yar, it was still a drizzle and umbrellas will look ugly from far..
but seriously.. welfare coems firsst... no one's running we cheer for who??
care about image so much for wadd??
hypocrites, we normally criticise insane army commanders who make pple march in the rain but cheerin in the rain to nobody is even worse!!

stupid, when we dun allow them open the umbrellas and it's pourin lyk mad, of cos they gonna run outta the gallery... n outta the stadium.. and gonna haf troubles getting them back to cheer rite?!?!
haaahh... dumbasses.. owell guess wad.. i tink the cheerleaders are just too keen..
too keen of being in front to lead the cheer..
wow, guess wad.. u guys are way too forward..
u guys care abt the front so much for wad??
when back pple are cheering, the front will automatically cheer wad rite?!?!
we have 4 cheerleaders in front of them alr anw..
even those in charge of the block at the back...
u guys are standing in front of them.. when the block is too big... need to haf more at the back guys..
BRAINS, guys.. BRAINS!!
the pple at the back are either leaving or dozing off if not plainly slacking..

so kinda noticed that.. and i chose proactiveness...
went to the back to lead the cheer..
was orite at first.. but soon they turn quite rebellious..
told them to move forward and join the school to start cheerin.
well they moved, but din cheer..

seriously one person to do all this is jus retardedly futile.
eloi eloi lama sabachtani

and then they started moving up again.. to sit down up there instead of sitting as 2 blocks... erm, ynoe wad i'm tokin abt.. were supposed to occupy 2 blocks of seats at the gallery but soon the guys move up to fill up the 3rd block.. which makes the 2nd block half empty!!

EH, ask u ah... how the runners gonna hear us frm the tracks like that???
den i asked help from other leaders.. some just saw it and lost hope, some helped ABITT and then gone... back to the front of the school.. to lead the cheers...
WHOIIIII!!!! no point getting the bottom half to cheer so loud to make up the ones not cheerin at the back.. the trackers on the track aint gonna hear us..
considerin we sent in 3 levels, we were PLAIN SOFTT!!!

AAAARRRRRHHH!! was really frustrated there at the back.. i was the oni one cheerin back there.. our cheers are jus not loud enuff.. the leaders not enuf initiative or lacking the faith to do anyhting or just too caught up abt the image of being a leader hafta be in front and lead.. the future leaders in sec3s are MYOB-ing arnd...

so this process of me geting the students down, then i moved down to ask for help, by then the students move up again, and the leaders gone again repeated lyk at least 3 timess.....

and to put topping to the shit, some of the 'rebellious' guys went thru LLTC... and PSLTC...!!!!!
WOWWW!! the school jus threw away money that can be used to subsidy the indons in the school.. well at least those who needs the money more..

ASSHOLES!! they seem to forget all the proactiveness and servant leaderships they learnt in the camp.. and i tink all they learnt in the psltc is jus to cry at the end of every school camp and to jump up and down in tune to loud music in the LT.
(ok, ynoe i'm tokin abt teeny weeny minority here.. but still the guys i'm tokin abt aint exactly the worst guys in the camp eh.. they were those hum i saw as quite capable prefects! aint the way mann... aint the way..)

ASSWIPES!!!!!!

seriously, when the asswipes dun do their job it's the hand that's gonna get dirty.. real filthy..

prayed abt it alot times in the stad... and finally when i felt really forsaken sydney tan came to my rescue..
whoaa... seriously.. finally he asked everybody to move down and everybody listens..!
bunch of monkeys.. only listen to sum1 holding the rod..

but again.. the problem remains.. THEY WERENT CHEERIN!!

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, by this time it was the 3rd last event.. so i patrolled the back, and used the last ounces of energy and enthusiasm to cheer as loud as i could.. hopin they'll get the message..

finally the got it..

to God be the glory
EnoCH
"You turned my mourning into dancing again,
You lifted my sorrows"
~insyderz

p.s. haizz.. all my sketches are drenched... all 4 of them... heartpain arr...
oya, went to mg musical at nus.. was awesommee!! well, went there wif wet shoes, half wet shirt and half wet pants.. they're clean.. but wet.. cus my whole bag was wet. oya annie, haha, was really lucky ur book's perfectly dry.. -.- (which explains the half wet shirt)

THANKS!

2004-07-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

A big thank you to everyone out there who supported us one way or another, be it screaming, cheering, shouting, calling names, watching.....THANKS!!!

Would like to thank the other performers too... without you guys, the show wouldnt have been a success as it was. Thanks to everyone's effort!

Hoped everyone enjoyed the show.... despite our screwups it still went well.... Thank the Lord...

hahaha. food fest yesterday night was great. went with many others.... shud haf it more often... still remember the lame craps enoch said yesterdae. HAHAHAHA!!
all 3 of us stayed at my house, and well.... played like siao.... (oh no im forgetting homework...) hahahaha!

~Your love, gimme Your love, to fill up my heart....
Your peace, gimme Your peace, to comfort my soul....
Your joy, gimme Your joy, to shine thru the dark....
Change my oh Lord, for my life is yours!~

.:Frankie:.

whoooaaa...

2004-07-25T13:15:00.000+08:00

sialllah!!... laz nite was amazing mannn...
feel damn suay of all things to drop i dropped the ynoe wad..
3 times summore... one in the afternoon, 2 at nite.
haha, those who missed it, i say good for you ar.

so first of all, thx to the Lord for the confidence He gave to me
thru encouragements from everybody..
and for the stamina to last the whole day in sch...
and for the good turnout of the concert.

owell i'd like to thank everybody who were there at the concert,
both afternoon and the night one.
u guys were great, prefer the nite one, tho... haha, more noisy.

seriously was really nervous back there at the backstage
owell, first of all i'm still quite a newb.. and
haf tendencies of speeding up and dropping sticks and getting cold feet..
haha.. yar..

honestly, it was 1st time in my life drumming in front of
live audience of abt 700 pple, half of them are
strangers that i've nv met..
and quite a portion had nv seen me drum before..
so rili rili thx to everyone for the encouragement and support,
to nigel for the nice hat and the chance of joining 'reluctant cucumbers'

and for frank's parents, and nigel's family and my family members..
who put up with us for not studying and going home late
for the last weeks due to practices..

and to titus and mathias who came all the way
from shanghai to see us perform..
aaaawweee--sooomee....

and those in the backstage
esp to melvin lo n mark wee, and sheer muhd for the tips..
and annie, thx for the card and the clips,
and everbody else in the crowd.. esp alextine and wei lien, and allen huang.. haha, i'll nv forget u man, allen.. ahaha, dumb..
shouted 'enoch sing' in the middle of nowhere.. haha, i luv filipinos!!

and...
hiya, this list can go on forever..
all in all, u guys were great..
rili rili thx to everyone both performers and audience alike
u guys were awwwweeee-soooommmeee...

eh ya, feel free to comment on our performance on the tagboard..

cheers,
-EnOCh

"Therefore I say unto you,
what things soeva ye desire,
when ye pray, believe that ye receive them,
and ye shall have them"
Mark 11:24

kindred spirits

2004-07-25T02:35:00.000+08:00

its our second gig.. appearance..
nice big crowd of i think..
500 lower sec students, their friends (girls) and parents..
all kinda screaming.. haha..
for them..
3am, matchbox20
all that i need, matchbox20

and for e night.. haha.. good crowd.. 700 screaming maniacs..
same two songs.. BUT.. with
accidentally in love, the counting crows..
i said the title and they screamed..
wow.. even before i started.. haha..
thanks to those who echoed the 'love' in e first verse..
really great.. it was nice.. see u some time..
maybe soon..

who compares to you..
who brings the morning light..
the hope of all the earth..
is rest assured of your great love..
-nigel-

l

2004-07-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

man.. haha.. i got fourth.. yay! no medal.. but still..
fourth fastest in Singapore! some commentry..

*bang* lots of jostling in the first 30 m..
*bang bang* everyone stops..
race restarts due to too much pushing..
*bang* race starts..
less.. but still got lots of pushing.. the pact is tight..
lots of ppl getting squashed..
e guy beside me.. from fairfield methodist..
attitude man.. push me like crazy..
first 100m is fast.. 2 packs join n everybody is squashed..
i am having a really bad start.. i'm like 9th or 10th..
2nd curve comes.. time to work hard.. one by one..
first round home stretch.. i'm now 7th.. cross at 63..
good pace.. quite slow..
300m more.. time to start overtaking.. i'm now 4th.. i see the last curve..
man.. this acs guy runs past me.. time to chase..
slowly.. patiently.. i wait for a break.. it comes..
as it always does.. w 50m left.. i see the first 3 not far off..
but i let them go too far.. mistake.. well i'm still 5th.. so..
i overtake the acs guy..
block him by standing on the outer part of the first lane..
but not letting him through by e inside.. it works..
i come in like 0.06 seconds faster than him.. haha..

tiring.. but fun.. haha.. its wat i train my whole 4 years in sji for..
thanks frank for ur encouragement.. and surely my daddy..
and Jesus..
come breath in me..
and i will rise on eagles wings..
that is my only thought when i run.. haha..
it is to fly..
-nigel-

2004-07-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

1st gig.. sji.. 1035am.. upper sec recess..
-this is how we overcome, hillsongs
-everyday, hillsongs
-broadway, goo goo dolls
-bent, matchbox20
-accidentally in love, the counting crows
-slide, goo goo dolls
-real world, matchbox20

2004-07-22T18:22:00.000+08:00

well.. not bad huh..
considering we had 3 hours to start all those songs from scratch..
haha.. but it could have been better with more practice.. sure..
hope whoever went enjoyed the songs..
thank God for quite a good concert.. haha.. 2 songs went to him..
pics are nice.. gotta prepare for race tmr..
scared.. well.. hope and pray that i do well..
really busy week.. anyone wanna know what i have been doing..
n wat i'm gonna be doing.. haha..
starting from monday..
training..
t4:3's 3 hour band practice for thursday's 'show'..
training again..
show time..
race!
concert.. no two concerts..
first day of good rest to myself.. haha..
what a life..

you have turned my mourning into dancing..
you have turned my sorrows into joy..
this is how i'm gonna overcome everything..
-nigel-

2004-07-22T16:34:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! how ya been?

Anyway, we had concert today! yea! i must say that the turnout was great n we performed well tho i realli got some pains after that hahahaha! thanks to all who came down n supported us!

but... before the concert could start, we need the props right? yep. drums... amps... guitars... where to get?

the band room n pac of course! crazy sweaty job of carrying everything from up there to the hall..... *pants* talking about getting tired before anything started at all. tt kinda sux. =P

anyway, i got pics of today's perf. courtesy of khairi who helped us take the pics man! thnx a lot brother!

here they are...

the band on the stage... t4:3!~

Nigel sweating coz there's no aircon in the hall.... damn...

Enoch looking stunned...

Me having some staring into the distance contest with enoch.... equally stunned...

The turnout during the upper sec recess.....

Orite man! it rocked. but after that was damn tired..... cant even walk properly.... din go for training then....gtg! cheers!

~broadway is dark tonight... a lil bit weaker than it used to be~

.:Frankie:.

2004-07-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

heya.. had a good day with titus and frank..
too bad enoch.. u missed out.. haha.. well im still quite happy..
2:08.. yeah.. personal achievement.. but still got finals though..
wrecking my brains to think of a plan.. a surprise.. haha..
concert was nice.. good actresses.. they did a good job..
im tired.. tmr still have training.. haha.. and our 6th day of school..
hope enoch is having fun at his party.. frank is really getting good..
at his bass.. yeah.. good for us too! haha..
take care guys.. tmr im selling flags at raffles city..
see u soon..

everyday Lord i learn to stand upon your word..
everyday i'l be a light unto your name..
its you i live for everyday..
-nigel-

2004-07-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

Decided to settle for something simple this time for the background. oh yes. simple all right.

Yea its e good ol' Ichthys. Symbol of Jesus Christ, Son of God, Saviour. Well, figures since we're an (almost) Christian band, well, something related to christianity for the blog would be nice i suppose. and well, i added a few more pics to the background as well. finally i figured how Adobe really works. hahaha!

Oh yea congrats Nigel for ur win. Great work man! we all love u. see, dun give up la. hahaha Lucki u let us have ur ticks for SYF. it was nice man! me n enoch managed to spot Ian in the midst of everything! hahahaha

oh yes and i overslept for church again. Enoch, sorry ah. ( u see, enoch woke me up at around 815 i think. then i picked the phone, n fell asleep again. the next time he called me, it was 915 already. n i was still in bed. man. tt sux hahahahah oops =P )

orite. decided to cut my hair today. looks funky. oh wells.

-Thou the sorrow may last for the night, his joy comes with the morning yeah!
I'm trading my sorrows...
I'm trading my shame...
I'm laying them down...
For the joy of the Lord!!!-

.:Frankie:.

smth tt crossed my mind.....

2004-07-04T17:43:00.000+08:00

is this love.... or isit just an attraction
but i noe IT IS an affection..
was it out of sympathy?
or was it really empathy?
but i care for you dearly

m i getting the wrong message??
or m i just being a garbage.
one who gets all the fouls of this earth
without complaining for all the filth.

satisfying everyone but one.

just like joseph in the eye of jacob,
the last has the deepest impression.
when lost it begets starvation,
alas, i received desolation..

ynoe i didn't let u go,
it's from egg will chicken grow.

ok, i shall not be agitated.

for the last has been lost,
and winter no longer a frost

no way it gonna come again
no more i'll endure another suffocation
though i have nothing but confusion
i'm no longer retarded to submit to dejection

but before you even take a leap
you need to know where to land your feet
it's useless holding on to creed
when you're reluctant to commit

so am i ready or am i not?

no point pondering away in this pandemonium,
for i'm not the only one hu's in this predicament
out there thousands of stories they tell,
abt those who made it out of this cell.
they're jus like sadako out of the well
out to get revenge, out for reprisal,
blaming everybody for their ordeal

but i aint exactly mortal
for in Him i have eternity

i have been transfigured

i know i'm protected,
for faith shall be my shield
and salvation's my helmet

i won't be dismayed
for His word is my sword of spirit
and readiness from gospel of peace shall be on my feet

i shall be strong
for the belt of truth shall be on my waist
and the breastplate of righteousness in its place,

now, Lord i am ready.
BRING ME TO THE VANGUARD!!! let me fight for U..

~eNoCH

2004-07-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

i think im too happy.. haha.. i mean..
i WON!! haha.. so unexpected..
actually wanted to back out.. can u believe it..
i actually wanted to back out.. haha..
but at least its worth missing SYF.. sorry ian..
thank u frank for ur blessing..
now im trying to learn to sing better.. haha..
well take care e both of u.. it was great seeing titus today rite..
eyes kinda tired now.. cant stare at e com..
am going to study.. at least some productivity.. haha..

Your praise is always on my lips..
Your word is living in my heart..
and i will sing to You a new song..
my soul will bless u Lord..
-nigel-

2004-07-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

nah.. may thr good Lord bless u frank.. sure he will..
tired day for me.. but my first day with no training!
haha.. had a good rest.. think all of us need rest..
some mug.. some stay up to watch SOCCER! enoch ah..
some train.. but if u lean on ur Lord.. He will give you strenght..
sure He will.. and lots of rest too.. wisdom to make e rite choices too..
enoch sure had fun at ny house today.. rite?
we ate macaronni.. too sour for me tho.. haha..
so proud of my gf!
but had so much stuff to clear up..
a year ago i wld have hated it.. now i like it..
its as if day by day im growing up.. taking care of my little life..
one small step at a time..

may God grant us all wisdom..
and the wisdom to know how to use it.. haha..
His joy is going to be my strength..
-nigel-

2004-07-01T17:19:00.000+08:00

There. New and improved version. *laughs victoriously*
Anyway tomorrow's orals and im friggin worried. Oh noooooo....
Hope everyone does well for everything.

And hor, Nigel wad u wan me to scream for. u betta pay me to scream.
*and people, if u wanna hear me scream, u can pay me too. just 5 bucks per scream. i'll make sure it'll be a scream u never forget (yea duh u'll be deaf and then can't hear anything but my scream.) ooo i'm being evil.*

hahaha joking joking.

- and all the voices in the world, unify today today to bring You this song of praise -

God bless,
-Frankie-

2004-06-30T19:33:00.000+08:00

hey guys..how's your world spinning?
getting a little fast huh..such a packed month..
race! concert!! work.. haha..
still its gonna be exciting.. haha.. none of us are even practicing!
anywae.. hope e concert goes well for everyone out there..
scream for us.. i'l make sure frank screams for all of u..
haha.. not me.. frank will scream..haha..

gotta go.. time to spin somemore..
but its alright.. God's love goes around..
and its gonna come back around to you..
and me!!
catch ya soon..
-nigel-

laz words b4 sch....

2004-06-28T01:31:00.000+08:00

hey peeps... hows laz day of hols??
aeh, lyk so faz rite..
haiz.. anw now i waitin for czechs to bite
the danes hu's goin home tonite.
well, tink of it 'laz day' dusn sound rite
shld be first day of the many which we'll dedidate
to O's and all other certificates.

Y m i tokin abt O's
idk.. but i'm really not on booze.
well anw watch out for us at kindred
u can wave ur hands or nod ur head
as u wun be able to resist it
heh, tt sound quite egoistic but
we promise to do the best we mite.

'i m pressed but not crushed, persecuted not abandoned. struck down but not destroyed. i am blessed beyond the curse for His promise will endure, and His joy's gonna b my strength'

cya in sch peeps,
ENoch

2004-06-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

Hey nigel! Hey Enoch!

Guess what?! Here's a brand new blog for the 3 of us!! yea hahahahaha orite man!

So now on we'll be blogging her most of the time lar. make this one hell of a blog for the 3 of us.

T4:3 Foreva!

p.s. this is also a fan site for our band hahaha so hopefully we'll recieve come fan mail from some of u out there... dun bluff.... i know u luv us!

yea so if there r any comments n word of encouragement for our band to grow even stronger n to bring good music to u guys, pls either tag on our tag board, or u can email us at:

t4_3_band@hotmail.com

We greatly appreciate it!

T4:3 signing off...